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The backlash continued throughout the next season.

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Best friend David Gardner recalls how Beckham even had to be accompanied by friends in the bathroom for his safety, yet never retaliated.

Despite the full support of Manchester United fans and club manager Sir Alex Ferguson, Beckham said there wasn香蕉视频直播檛 the same knowledge or concern about mental health that exists now.

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The first episode, which debuts Oct. 4, explores young David香蕉视频直播檚 upbringing in Chingford, Essex, and his relationship with his father.

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Meeting Spice Girl Victoria Adams was a pivotal moment in Beckham香蕉视频直播檚 life. She was already a global superstar as 香蕉视频直播淧osh Spice香蕉视频直播� and he was a rising talent with Manchester United.

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Beckham香蕉视频直播檚 teammate and close friend Gary Neville jokes on 香蕉视频直播淏eckham香蕉视频直播� about the pair香蕉视频直播檚 long phone calls into the early hours before a game and says Beckham would drive for four hours just to spend 20 minutes with her.

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Beckham香蕉视频直播檚 career spread far beyond his success as a player to cultural icon and entrepreneur. He was a trailblazer for collaborations with brands like Adidas, Armani, Breitling and more. While players weren香蕉视频直播檛 really doing similar deals at the time, he said it felt like a natural progression enabled by his success on the football pitch.

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His business savvy culminated in , Inter Miami.

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Looking back on his career香蕉视频直播檚 highs and lows, it香蕉视频直播檚 natural to wonder: Does Beckham have regrets?

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But he said he realized it all happened for a reason.

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