Sam Tutanuak has learned a lot during his lifetime and, he said, one of the hardest lessons he's ever had to learn was how to be a good parent.

Now 58, Tutanuak has lived in the Kivalliq communities of Rankin Inlet and Baker Lake for more than 40 of his 58 years.

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Tutanuak said things really changed after that day.

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Tutanuak said a few years later he relapsed and his wife and three children watched as he came staggering through the door.

He said one of his kids asked him why he was like that all the time and he blurted out the answer about his childhood trauma.

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Tutanuak said the major change he's felt since that time is now knowing he can share feelings, thoughts and emotions with his kids.

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