Celine Dion says she香蕉视频直播檚 been battling her rare illness for 17 years and, at one point, was taking nearly lethal doses of Valium to deal with the terrifying symptoms.
The Canadian superstar opened up about her life-altering neurological disorder during her emotional sit-down interview with NBC香蕉视频直播檚 Hoda Kotb on Tuesday night, saying she should have stopped performing earlier to figure out what was wrong.
The 56-year-old singer says she first began noticing symptoms of stiff person syndrome during her Taking Chances World Tour in 2008, as her voice faltered during shows in Germany and her body became more rigid.
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Dion says she and her team kept quiet about it because they weren香蕉视频直播檛 sure what was happening with her health.
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She told Kotb she was prescribed Valium to cope with her symptoms before receiving her stiff person syndrome diagnosis in 2022. Dion says she began taking progressively higher doses of the drug so she could perform for her fans and built such a high tolerance that she was taking 90 milligrams a day at one point.
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It took more than a decade of tests and treatments for Dion to get an official diagnosis of stiff person syndrome, a progressive condition that leads to muscle rigidity and painful spasms.
Dion says she finally shared her diagnosis with the world in December 2022 because she felt like she was 香蕉视频直播渓ying香蕉视频直播� to the people who got her where she is today.
She told Kotb that her body was failing her while her husband Ren茅 Ang茅lil was dying of cancer, and she was trying to take care of their kids.
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She says her condition has affected her ability to move over the years and that it got so severe at one point that she had 香蕉视频直播渂roken ribs香蕉视频直播� from severe spasms. At times, it felt like she was blacking out.
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During the special, Dion香蕉视频直播檚 doctor said that while there is no cure for stiff person syndrome, it is treatable with a combination of immunotherapy, physiotherapy and medications.
The singer is vowing to return to the stage no matter what it takes. She sang several times throughout the special and her voice sounded in good form, hinting that she may be ready to perform again one day.
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A documentary about her health struggle, 香蕉视频直播淚 Am: Celine Dion,香蕉视频直播� is set to premiere June 25 on Prime Video.
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